I hope you brought your umbrella

January 2010

Archive For January 2010

Four years

and it ends with “Take care.”

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Discomfort

 It is so hard to feel at ease when I feel that I cannot trust anyone around me. Everyone gossips, and spreads rumours, and tries to bring others down… I thought I was finished with high school. Why are people still so immature and two-faced? Can we not all just act our ages? Or how […]

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The Ativan experience

Calmed down my panic attack, now I am shaky. It’s all good.

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When I think of love, I think of…

 All-consuming passion. The craving of the other person, the heart calling to heart, soul calling to soul… Wanting to spend time going out doing fun things together, then coming home and being alone with each other. I think of complete understanding and freedom and trust, of the ability to talk to each other about absolutely […]

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My Impact on the World

 I am contemplating what impact I want to have on the world, and how I would like to be remembered when I die.  Obviously, I want to be remembered as a nice person who was there for her friends, who loved and cared deeply, and things like that. I would hate to be thought of […]

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Music

20 random songs on my Ipod, and what memories they hold for me 1) Coming Home by City and Colour – Other than being a beautiful song, it reminds me of a day at work with MJ listening to my ipod and when this song came on, she said that it was so sweet, that […]

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I must admit,

I have always been absolutely fascinated with corset piercings, and would really like to get it done. The thing is, they are just surface piercings and are not permanent in the slightest. And it would probably hurt. But it looks damn cool.

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Stress

I am so sick to my stomach with stress today that it physically hurts. Ugh. At least I can be happy that I transferred my entire paycheque to my savings account today, which means I have a good amount of cash saved up. Unfortunately, it also means that I will be living off my measly […]

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Sweetest gesture ever

He called some of his friends in a conference call kind of thing, and got them to sing with him, so he could ask her out. SO sweet.

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Today

Is the first day back at work in a week, and it is CRAZY busy. I also haven’t even been able to drink any coffee, as my stomach has been too upset. What a waste of three dollars this morning. Anyway… it’s hard being back at work. I have to force myself to be all […]

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