I hope you brought your umbrella

February 2010

Archive For February 2010

List of favourite movies

(Because I often forget) – The Exorcist – Dances with Wolves – The Green Mile – A Muppet’s Christmas Carol – Fast and Furious: Tokyo Drift – Blades of Glory – Zoolander – Something’s Gotta Give – Step Brothers

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Watching “Bowling for Columbine”

And it STILL boils my blood that so many bad things happen in America because of Marilyn Manson. I love that he has overcome all of the controversy, and rose above the critics, and is one of the most brilliant artists of my generation. Love you, Marilyn

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A familiar topic

But one that I cannot seem to get past.  What am I going to do? I need to find a place of my own, though I obviously cannot afford a mortgage on a place by myself but I don’t want to just rent a room somewhere in a house filled with strangers. My mom wants […]

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Running to the edge of the world – MM

Remember when I took you up to the top of the hill? We had our knives drawn. They were as sharp as we were in love. If god crossed us we’d take all his drugs, burn his money and his house down, and wait for the fire to spread. Sometimes hate is not enough to […]

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Quick note:

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Phone rant

I hate phones! “This number is a long distance number. Please hang up, and try your call again. Don’t forget the 1, you sorry piece of crap.” Or… “The number you have dialed is not long distance, so to waste your time, try again, without the 1. Not that it matters to us in the […]

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My stomach

Feels like it has been stretched on a table, sliced apart with rusty razorblades, been allowed to be pecked at by a bunch of scavenging birds, set on fire, then gently placed back inside of me. Cliffs Notes: My stomach is killing me, and has been for longer than three days now. Hooray.

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Having insomnia

Is so frustrating! Not only do I average less than three hours of fitful sleep a night, even with work the next day, but when I am antsy and wide awake at three in the morning, there is never anyone to talk to. And as much as I ramble on here, I don’t want it […]

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You know what they say about grass on the other side?

It’s true. I hate days off like this, all I do is let my mind wander, it it never happens upon some fun, happy place. It always reminds me what I have lost, how I haven’t done half of the things I want to do in my life, and I am not going anywhere in […]

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It pervades everything…

Loneliness. I knew it would be like this before it began. It’s just so difficult lately. I knew… but I didn’t know it would still be so damn hard.

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