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September 2011

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“Otherwise take care, mysterious, pretty stranger with a grudge.” – Someone who did something that completely tore me apart when I was sixteen, and doesn’t even remember doing it. Wow.

Filed under: Uncategorized by Ashley - 28 September 2011, 1 Comment

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Protected: A letter that won’t be sent

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Filed under: Uncategorized by Ashley - 23 September 2011, Enter your password to view comments.

Rise above

Yesterday, I asked PLFB a question that she found utterly absurd, but it pertained to something that has been bothering me since last year, though I have been focusing on it more than usual for the past month or so. Although her response should have helped to assuage my insecurities, I can’t help but feel […]

Filed under: Uncategorized by Ashley - 22 September 2011, 1 Comment

I am trying

I really am trying hard to be an adult about all of this, and to understand the perspective of adults who are wiser than me. At the same time, I am really struggling with being treated as if I am a mere child who has no say, and who deserves no answers. It’s frustrating to […]

Filed under: Uncategorized by Ashley - 20 September 2011, 1 Comment

Really, really frustrated

I am an adult, and I feel that I deserve to be treated as such. I do not need protection, I need answers. I deserve to know what conditions that I, or my future children, are predisposed to. This is bullshit.

Filed under: Uncategorized by Ashley - 19 September 2011, 3 Comments

Aaaaargh

I hate my alarm’s timing. I had just started having the best dream. It was only a few seconds in to the beginning of it, and it consisted of receiving a text message from a certain someone saying exactly what I hoped he would, I was ecstatic, and then my phone vibrated and woke me […]

Filed under: Uncategorized by Ashley - 15 September 2011, No Comments

Cuttlefish:

So. Freaking. Cool.

Filed under: Uncategorized by Ashley - 12 September 2011, No Comments

A few things

Okay, so if you have been reading ORN for a while, you must know that I often have crazy dreams, and that I do my best to write them down for future analysis. Dreams are very powerful to me, sometimes to my detriment. I have had dreams that have thrown me off for an entire […]

Filed under: Uncategorized by Ashley - 10 September 2011, No Comments

Geez…

If having a dream that every single one of my childhood tormentors coming to my house and reducing me to tears after humiliating me mercilessly doesn’t speak to my underlying anxieties over school, I don’t know what else would. That was not a fun dream. No wonder I sleep so little, whenever I do, awful […]

Filed under: Uncategorized by Ashley - 9 September 2011, No Comments