… Wow
Jul 29
2010
Today I dropped off those other pictures to A’s house, and all night I have been in a shitty mood because I smashed my phone in my car door and it cracked, and I can’t afford another damn phone. When I was in the neighbourhood, I got really nostalgic about Sadie, as I always do, but it hit especially hard. So of course, tonight I see a woman walking a gorgeous greyhound that looked just like Sadie, only with a patch of white on her face and the slightest hint of brindle… I burst into tears. I have been crying a lot lately, I’m sorry I keep writing about it. Most normal people would be over it by now. I mean, we gave her back December fourth, that is ages ago.
I’m not over it. I don’t think I ever will be. That was one of the cruelest things to happen in my life so far… to have a dog of my own after yearning for twenty years… then to have her taken away. (Ya ya, easy life.)
Sigh.



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